Lightbearer's Library
Welcome to the Lightbearer’s Library. A quiet space for sensitive souls.
If the world feels too loud. if you feel things deeply. If you’ve ever wondered if you’re “too much”—you’re not alone.
I share journal entries exploring the inner world of INFPs and Highly Sensitive People (HSPs)—each one offering wisdom for navigating life’s quieter, deeper path.
I’ve been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 (Hack Music Theory—250K subscribers), but this space is different. Slower. More personal. It’s about a shared journey of becoming.
My perspective is shaped by living social-media-free for 10+ years—choosing inner wisdom over the algorithm. I believe in exploring meaning beyond traditional structures, trusting our intuition, and finding peace within ourselves.
Stay for a while.
XOXO,
Kate Harmony
Lightbearer's Library
We’re not anxious, we’re hungry for meaning
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If your life feels monotonous and you’re struggling with constant anxiety, this video will help you discover why your soul might actually be hungry for meaning rather than just being "anxious."
Hello dear soul, and welcome to the Lightbearer's Library. Are you a highly sensitive person (HSP) or INFP feeling stuck in a loop of future fears? In this journal entry, I open my old university journal to share one of my greatest fears: the fear of a monotonous life.
When our extroverted intuition isn’t engaged with our soul purpose, that creative energy turns inward, leading to catastrophizing and anxiety. We’re often overstimulated by "junk" digital feeds but deeply under-stimulated by creativity, intellectual growth, and self-discovery.
It's time to stop misdiagnosing our restlessness. Our anxiety is a soul-level alarm signaling a hunger for growth and purpose. Learn how to channel your rich inner life into meaningful projects and reclaim your enthusiasm for changing the world!
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This guided self-love practice will help you find the inner calm needed to ground your restless energy and reconnect with your heart: "Find inner calm with this self-love practice" (https://youtu.be/88k1Rph3hEU)
XOXO,
Kate Harmony
📖 Journal Notes
0:00 Struggling with a monotonous life
1:05 Boredom as a soul level alarm for anxiety
1:52 INFP cognitive functions of extroverted intuition (Ne)
2:44 How "what if" thinking turns into catastrophizing
4:05 We're bored because we're not changing the world!
5:09 Why a digital life feels boring
6:19 Overstimulated by digital junk vs under-stimulated by meaning
7:19 Misdiagnosing a hunger for growth as anxiety
8:26 Taking your rich inner life and dreams seriously
9:44 The courage to start meaningful projects and groups
10:43 What brings your life meaning?
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🌿 About Kate Harmony 🌿
My main channel (Hack Music Theory) has over 250K subscribers and 10 million views. I've been a full-time YouTuber since 2017 and launched this personal channel (Lightbearer's Library) in 2025, where I'm making video versions of my journal entries.
Some of my favourite topics to talk about are practical philosophy, positive psychology, and personality type (I'm an INFP). But honestly, my journals contain counter-cultural thoughts about everything, so expect the unexpected! I also share practical ways I'm improving my mental health, with the hope that you might find them useful too.
I deleted all my social media accounts over 10 years ago, so I offer a loving perspective that's free from the divisive language commonly found in feeds nowadays.
If this sounds like your cup of tea, then I warmly welcome you into the Lightbearer's Library. Stay for a while, and please remember to subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV2wps4NID9rrO08OuwZ5Lg?sub_confirmation=1